Impossible – that’s what they said

It has been 3 years, I’m so stupid back then. Fooled by the charm of my eyes. Couldn’t see you back there, an almost perfect man. Too scared of being tighten up, I was detaching myself from ‘such’ thing. Such thing that should have my concern in the first place. My fault, I know. Been busy looking for my prince charming - that I know now it wasn’t even close to ‘good enough’.

Yes, it’s you. You’re my almost perfect man. While I’m.., I’m just an ordinary girl – nothing to be compared with you. So, what am I hoping for? Your love? Your kindness? Your attention? Or it’s just your smile? Oh yes, it must be your smile. Your smile that lighten up my days. Your smile that you gave to everyone.

Unfortunately, my heart couldn’t compromise. Still, I have a crush on you. When I’m near you, my cheeks got blushed, my hand was shaking, my heart was beating so rapid, my mouth can’t speak properly – and time stood still.

I care about you. I really do. I’ll give you the best that I can do. I’ll help you whenever you need a hand. Maybe that’s the only thing that I can give to you. And that’s the way that I love you. ‘Cause I love you sincerely. And sincerity is a certainty.

What’s really happening in me? I don’t know for sure. All that I know is – I’m not for you. I’m no good to you. You deserve better, much more better. ‘Cause you know what?

Because a good man, deserve someone as good as he is.